birthdays and life

Posted on 27 Feb 2008 - 1475 Comments

I'm sitting here at my desk at 3:40 am incapable of sleep... yet again.
Today is my father's birthday. I'm not sure how to act. I cried intermittently throughout the night, but I feel like I should be doing something.
It would be nice if school was canceled or if we got out early. I don't think I'll be able to stay sane throughout the day. I wish the snowplow people would sleep in for once.
I've been thinking a lot about where this site is going. I feel bad just being here on Steph's website. She did me a great favor by offering to host me, and I barely update. I want to be able to do something amazing with this site, but it's like every time I try to sit down and work on it something new pops up. I have all of these ideas and stuff, but I don't know. Everywhere I look I see all of my friends closing down their sites. It's so strange seeing how myspace is becoming the new neopets. Do you notice this? The myspace sites today are the equivalent of the neopets sites of yesterday. It makes me feel old. I'm freaking 17 and I feel old already, how is that fair?
Oh, I got into college. I'm pretty excited because it was my top choice school, but the cost is ridiculous (even with the scholarship I got). I'm not sure what I want to do, I may end up going to one of the schools around here for a year and then transfering to that one in a year or two.
I should probably go and get ready for school now, it's going to be a long day.

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